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endofradio 2024-06-18 03:00:48 GMT >>


Adam turned around to face the direction of the voice before he looked back at Sylvie. “Nighty-night, jailbird.”

Sylvie didn’t even respond to him directly, instead quietly muttering a “fuck off” as she heard his footsteps leaving. Fucking finally — she could be alone.

But at the same time… she didn’t like being alone.




a tortured soul — that is probably the most accurate way to describe sylvie. it seems that she was doomed from the start — an unwanted child, she was given up by her poor excuses for parents and placed into foster care as a toddler. she spent most of her childhood bouncing from foster home to foster home, each experience being just as miserable as the next. love. that was an unfamiliar word to her.

art, literature, and music became sylvie’s forms of escapism. drawing, writing, and painting were her ways of releasing her thoughts and feelings into the world. her sketchbooks and journals became her only friends. when nobody listened to her, her journals did.

if there was a specific point in time where sylvie’s life really went downhill, it started when she was 12 years old. she was finally adopted. at first, she had hope. everything seemed to be going well — was she finally being given a taste of what it felt like to be loved?

well, that was what she thought. the longer sylvie stayed, the more her adoptive parents began to regret their decision. just like that, she was taunted with the idea of love. when she reached out for it, it was yanked right out of her grasp. sylvie was confused. what had she done? what was wrong with her?

high school — she did well academically, and it almost became somewhat of an escape from home… but she didn’t feel safe there, either. she was the “weird loner.” she had a few friends, but they turned out to be fake. they all left her once she started experimenting with drinking alcohol to cope. she was lucky enough to get a scholarship to get into the art school of her dreams in new york, and once she graduated, she left her home in chicago, hoping to finally start a new life. well… she was wrong.

the college party scene sucked her in — especially because, hell, this was the 80s. hard drugs and alcohol left and right, it was a temptation she couldn’t resist.

that was how she met frank, or as he was known at the time, “adam.

he just happened to be sent to “investigate” a particularly unhinged party at the college, all because one of the students, charlie, happened to be an associate of kristof lazar, infamous new york crime-lord. charlie and sylvie had grown to know each other, and became what you could consider “drug buddies.” little did sylvie know that lazar was very much aware of her, and this “adam” was a corrupt detective who had decided to flirt with lawlessness. lazar was fascinating to him.

after the party, sylvie made the mistake of attempting to drive herself home. adam happened to spot her and arrested her for driving under the influence. honestly? if he hadn’t found her attractive, he would’ve just let her carry on. and so, adam became sylvie’s worst enemy. he’d taunt her and flirt with her, finding enjoyment out of getting under her skin and figuring out what made her tick. when she was finally able to go home, perhaps adam was a little… upset.

sylvie spent the next five years trying to forget about him and turn her life around. things genuinely seemed to be getting better for her, but then one night, she woke up in a mansion. “adam” was now “frank,” no longer a detective but a full-blown criminal. sylvie thought she’d never have to see his face again, but lambert had wanted him to hunt her down and bring her to this particular mansion, realizing that she, along with the rest of the “rat pack,” was needed for a particular kidnapping scheme. unfortunately for sylvie, she’d soon learn that this was all the doing of lazar’s daughter, abigail. abigail wanted sylvie there for a very particular reason… actually two reasons — she fucked with charlie, and her connection to frank. she figured forcing frank and sylvie to be in each other’s vicinity again would be interesting, and she was right. playing matchmaker was the last thing she expected she’d be doing, though.

after succumbing to his lust for power and allowing lambert to turn him into a vampire, frank betrayed the bit of trust that sylvie allowed herself to give to him. she had come to the unfortunate realization she was falling for him, and he only happened to hurt her again — in fact, he beat her up quite badly when she tried to defend joey from him. joey told her to run, and so she did, running into a forest. frank hunted her down, and out of a combination of realizing he didn’t want to lose her and pure bloodthirst, he bit her. if she was a vampire, then they’d be together forever, right? he just so happened to be falling for her too, but he didn’t want to admit that. no, he could never. after nearly killing her due to sheer bloodlust, the little humanity that was left in frank told him to save her.

he was realizing he needed her, and it was scaring him.

i’ll make a follow-up post that is more of an analysis-type post of frank and sylvie’s relationship if you guys would be interested 🤭 SORRY FOR MAKING THIS SO LONG i do a bit of yapping sometimes. sylvie is my baby 🙏

endofradio 2024-06-18 00:31:12 GMT >>


Possession (1981) // The First Omen (2024)

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The First Omen (2024) dir. Arkasha Stevenson

endofradio 2024-06-17 23:20:04 GMT >>

got a meet the oc post coming out soon! i shall introduce you all to my abigail oc 🫶

endofradio 2024-06-17 22:35:00 GMT >>


I hope he dies twenty million times and this never comes out

endofradio 2024-06-17 22:21:27 GMT >>


Rainn Wilson as Bill Hudley in House of 1000 Corpses

endofradio 2024-06-17 22:15:45 GMT >>





Bill Nye for most of his career: Imma do science for kids. Science without politics. Nice, tame science for the kiddos.

Bill Nye now:


And let’s not forget

I’d never seen that last one, but my life is better for it

endofradio 2024-06-17 21:10:18 GMT >>

if i am still experiencing dan stevens brainrot when i am a licensed and practicing veterinary technician in a few years feel free to shoot me in the head

endofradio 2024-06-17 21:04:47 GMT >>


zoology is so fucking funny. what do you mean we’ve never seen a baby great white shark. what do you mean we’ve never documented a single melanistic cougar despite it being entirely possible. I dunno man. Anyways a new amphipod was just discovered 92639273947294729 meters beneath the sea

endofradio 2024-06-17 05:18:29 GMT >>


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just sayinggg i need the writing practice so if any of you guys want me to write a frank fic for you…

endofradio 2024-06-17 03:38:15 GMT >>


What do you want from me? What have I done? I’m just a word processor, for Christ sake!

Griffin Dunne as Paul Hackett
AFTER HOURS (1985) dir. Martin Scorsese

endofradio 2024-06-17 03:03:57 GMT >>



do u guys collect stuff (irl)? tell me what u collect

Funkos, stuffies, books, seashells, anything Doctor Who ofc, Costumes! Cannot forget about costumes! Love costumes! Uhm…. Fidgets… pins, necklaces, rings, bracelets, magazines (specifically Doctor Who ones), Gomes… there’s a lot I collect… oh! I like keeping cards or art people made for me! ACTION FIGURES! How’d i almost forget?

i collect movie tickets (yes whenever i go see a movie i keep the tickets), books, cd’s… i wanna really get into collecting other things. i’d really like to get back into collecting playing cards. i’d also love to collect more fidgets i used to be BIG into fidget collecting. collecting stuff is fun honestly. i also love collecting band shirts / band merch and button-up shirts.

endofradio 2024-06-17 02:00:13 GMT >>

new pinned post! go check it out. reblogs and likes and whatever are appreciated HELP I NEED MORE FOLLOWERS 16 ISN’T ENOUGH I AM GOING INSANE I NEED FRIENDS *GUNSHOTS*

endofradio 2024-06-17 01:58:47 GMT >>

STEVEN / JT (reblogs appreciated)

“beware of false prophets which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves…



AUDHD + BPD • 17 Y/O • HE/HIM • INTP 6w7

what up, the name’s steven but you can also call me JT, doesn’t really matter but i do prefer steven more. this account is primarily a fandom account but on occasion you might see me post about my other interests (music, science, the 80s, literature, etc). my hyperfixations rotate at the speed of light. my current hyperfixation is dan stevens / abigail (2024).

basic dni criteria applies. other than that, i don’t really care who interacts with me and i’ll just block you if i feel uncomfortable. feel free to send me stuff in my inbox or message me, i really do appreciate interactions!



• i’m a minor.

• i might vent on here.

• i reclaim r*tard, tr*nny, and f*g / f*gg*t.



since watching “abigail” i’ve gotten back into writing fanfics and i guess just writing in general. anything i’ve written i’ll link here. i’ll also include any ideas for potential works that i have planned.

FRAGMENTS OF FEAR (fic) — abigail fanfic that is set in the 80s. features my oc sylvia “sylvie” halford who’s got some history with frank. features some enemies to lovers type shit, smut, a bit of gore, and there Will Be Angst. WORK IN PROGRESS.

A VIOLENT MANNER (upcoming fic) — this will be another 80s-based fic that is based on the guest. main characters are goth girl louise and her best friend beverly. louise ends up meeting the creepy and mysterious southerner by the name of david collins and everything goes downhill. this one is called “a violent manner” for a reason trust me bro

THIS IS NOT A LOVE SONG (upcoming fic) — follow-up to fragments of fear. frank and sylvie’s “relationship” (whatever the hell it is) will be developed on a bit more in this one. will follow sylvie’s slow, gradual transformation into a vampire and the chaos that unfolds. totally not gonna be inspired a bit by possession (1981) for this one…




endofradio 2024-06-17 00:53:11 GMT >>


From Visual Merchandising (1986)

endofradio 2024-06-17 00:49:40 GMT >>


Apostle (2018) dir. Gareth Evans

endofradio 2024-06-16 23:56:18 GMT >>


Do you want some advice, Luke? Sure.

requested by anonymous.

endofradio 2024-06-16 23:32:40 GMT >>


LEGION (2017-2019)

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me and a handful of other people are in a discord server for people who are fans of abigail. you can talk about whatever (including abigail AND other fandoms), you can talk about other fandoms, share fics, stuff like that. please join and reblog this! we’ve gotta keep this fandom alive.

tlorber 2024-06-11 03:42:22 GMT >>


Earthrise during the Apollo 8 mission, December 1968, photographed by Bill Anders (1933-2024).

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hi tumblr peeps! 10 years ago today (or maybe it was yesterday, close enough heh) i started the hexeosis animated hexagon art blog here on tumblr, the first place hexeosis ever existed. i posed a few gifs that first week and really got going in August of 2013. I was super fortunate to have my gifs go viral almost right away and its been honor and a privilege to share my artworks with you all. thanks everyone for all the reblogs, comments, likes, shares, purchases, feedback, angry emails, it’s all good and am forever grateful that you took to the time to look at my silly brightly colored shaped polygons. here’s to 10 more years! (provided we survive the robot apocalypse)

tlorber 2023-08-03 21:49:34 GMT >>

It’s my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

tlorber 2023-07-19 21:30:25 GMT >>

Check it out! Chicken has three hearts.

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2023-03-19 Batch #48

Primed with 2/3 cup brown sugar

20 22oz bottles

FG 1.020 (6.7%)

48-bottles 2023-03-06 04:21:36 GMT >>

2023-03-05 Batch #48

Racked to Secondary

SG 1.024

48-bottles 2023-02-28 00:51:24 GMT >>

2023-02-26 Batch #48

New England Style

12lb Rahr 2-row

1lb CaraAroma

1lb Flaked Wheat

5gal Strike Water @ 172*F

60min Saccharification Rest @ 161*F

1.5gal Sparge Water @ 172*F

Collected all


60min 1.2oz Cleveland House 2021

60min 5.0z Blythswood Estate 2021

10min 1.9oz Cleveland House 2022

10min 4.3oz Blythswood Estate 2022


1oz Cascade pellets

1oz Centennial pellets

1oz Simcoe pellets

Chill to 90*F

Racked to primary

1oz Cascade pellets

1oz Centennial pellets

1oz Simcoe pellets

1pkg Safale US-05

OG 1.071

48-bottles 2022-10-31 01:14:20 GMT >>

Less ripe mango as I remember it. More piney. I drank immediately (canned on 2022-10-20).

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Garden party

tlorber 2022-05-12 18:16:54 GMT >>

SURF THE EAST #surfing #eastcoast #northeast #gulfofmaine #surf #waverider #wetsuit #longboard

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48-bottles 2020-10-30 22:03:20 GMT >>

Zero Gravity’s 40 Thieves

Canned 10/14/2020

Pours hazy straw. Light fine head. Mango/peach aroma. Smooth, small bite, pineapple finish.

48-bottles 2020-10-29 22:49:58 GMT >>

Pours hazy golden. Fine head. Smells clean, light malt. Bitter start and finish. Citrus, grapefruit hop flavor.

48-bottles 2020-08-19 23:32:38 GMT >>

48-bottles 2020-08-19 21:29:19 GMT >>
2020-08-19 Batch #47

12lb Rahr 2-row

2lb CaraFoam

1lb Flaked Oat

5gal Strike Water @ 165*F

60min Saccharification Rest @ 154*F

4.5gal Sparge Water @ 164*F

Collected all


60min 10mL Hopshot

10min 4oz Cleveland House fresh

10min 9oz Blytheswood Estate fresh


2oz Four Star Farms Cascade pellets 4.5%

1oz Four Star Farms Centennial pellets 10.5%

Chill to 90*F

Racked to primary

1oz Four Star Farms Cascade pellets 4.5%

2oz Four Star Farms Centennial pellets 10.5%

Pitched 1pkg Safale US-05

OG 1.057

48-bottles 2020-08-18 02:55:16 GMT >>
2020 Hop Harvest - Blytheswood Estate - 9oz

48-bottles 2020-08-17 16:29:20 GMT >>
2020 Hop Harvest - Cleveland House - 4oz

champagnewehad 2020-06-25 23:22:55 GMT >>

14th Anniversary - 1989 Chateau Lynch-Bages

metatooth 2020-06-20 16:51:17 GMT >>

It’s quick, simple, and easy to take an impression at home. Full details on our website at metatooth.com/impressions. In short, you fully mix the supplied putty, form into a snake/cigar and add to tray. Then bite and hold. Full instructions included with every kit. Save money when you order direct from metatooth.com #mouthhealth #selfcare

metatooth 2020-06-16 15:23:14 GMT >>

Sleeping Woman With a Cat. Wladyslaw Slewinski. 1896.

Get the rest you deserve! Teeth grinding and clenching is bad for your teeth and also your good night’s sleep. Take an impression at home for a custom mouthguard. It’s simple and convenient when you order direct from metatooth.com

brdibkd 2020-05-12 19:41:27 GMT >>

Pain au Levain

66% hydration (including leaven)

Pillsbury AP + Hodgson Whole Grain Rye

30 min autolyse

Knead by flap & fold

2 hour rise, overnight refrigerated fermentation

Heated oven to 500F

Turned to 425F to start

15min steam

45min total bake

brdibkd 2020-05-06 22:14:43 GMT >>

Pain au Levain

Whole Wheat AP & Rye

Very dense.

brdibkd 2020-05-06 00:49:49 GMT >>


One Mighty Mill Bread Flour

Recipe: America’s Test Kitchen

48-bottles 2019-12-20 05:23:19 GMT >>
Lorbeer Batch #31ALT

Lorbeer Batch #31

Malty sweet.

michaeltfournier 2019-08-30 03:44:03 GMT >>
Cabildo Quarterly #13 available now!


Cabildo Quarterly. Issue #13. Summer 2019. With new poetry, fiction and essays from Margarita Serafimova, Luke Kuzmish, Ama Birch, Ben Stein, Katherine Sinback, Bruce McRae and Jude Vachon. Available here. All right!

michaeltfournier 2019-07-23 19:32:31 GMT >>
"Paging All Punks!"

My new series of interviews with writers about punk rock for Razorcake series kicks off with this chat with Elizabeth Hand: http://razorcake.org/elizabeth-hand-interview-by-michael-t-fournier/

champagnewehad 2019-06-25 22:35:17 GMT >>

13th Anniversary - Taittinger N.V.

48-bottles 2019-05-10 03:18:22 GMT >>

Batch #45 Resin

brdibkd 2019-03-29 21:17:45 GMT >>

Rye-only starter. KAB flour. Double overnight refrigerated rise.

48-bottles 2019-03-20 23:45:17 GMT >>

Batch #42. Crystal clear, light straw, effervescent, generous head. Flat aroma and malt profile. Clean hop bite.

48-bottles 2019-03-14 01:15:27 GMT >>

Batch #46. Clear. Reddish brown. Fine head. A bit of hop aroma. Malty with good hop bite.

michaeltfournier 2019-03-07 05:11:07 GMT >>
The Sex Pistols and March Vladness

I wrote about the Sisterhood for March Vladness and the Sex Pistols for the RS 500.

48-bottles 2019-03-06 23:32:50 GMT >>

Batch #45. A touch cloudy. Thin head. Golden brown. Bitter but not much else.

48-bottles 2019-03-06 23:07:31 GMT >>

Batch #44 Pine/resin and bitter finish.

48-bottles 2019-03-06 02:20:02 GMT >>

Batch #43. Poured clear and golden. Little aroma. Fine head. Malty with neat bitterness. Did not notice the fruitiness of the previous bottle.

48-bottles 2019-03-06 02:18:25 GMT >>

Batch #23. Cider!

michaeltfournier 2018-11-15 20:35:55 GMT >>
"Physical Graffiti"

On grad school and Boy Scout camp and playing drums for The RS 500.

michaeltfournier 2018-08-21 19:29:57 GMT >>
Razorcake podcast #18

My eighteenth podcast for Razorcake is available now, featuring music by Collate, FCC, sister, brother and more!

michaeltfournier 2018-08-06 17:18:02 GMT >>
"If Ichiro Journaled Like Henry Rollins"

The long-awaited sliver of Black Flag and baseball fandom intersection at You Don’t Know Mojack. Thanks to Ryan and Brant.

michaeltfournier 2018-07-14 20:46:59 GMT >>
Cabildo Quarterly #12 out now!

Cabildo Quarterly #12, summer 2018 is available now! With new writing from Kaylee Duff, Timothy Berrigan, Kelli Stevens Kane, William Repass, Kurt Morris, Paula Coomer, Daryl Gussin,  Margaret Emma Brandl and Howie Good. Click here or get at us for hard copies.

michaeltfournier 2018-06-22 19:48:19 GMT >>
New Razorcake podcast

My seventeenth podcast for Razorcake is available now! Featruing new music by Lithics, 

michaeltfournier 2018-06-10 23:24:39 GMT >>

Here are the dates for this summer’s tour with Mike Faloon. We’re still looking for help in Michigan and/or Wisconsin – hit me up if you can help!

michaeltfournier 2018-06-08 21:36:43 GMT >>
On "The Outsider"

My review of Stephen King’s new one is up on Chicago Review of Books today.

michaeltfournier 2018-05-23 02:30:08 GMT >>
New Razorcake podcast

My sixteenth podcast for Razorcake  is available here, featuring new stuff by Spirits Having Fun, Protomartyr, Radon and more.

michaeltfournier 2018-05-08 18:18:03 GMT >>
"The Other Night At Quinn's"

I review Mike Faloon’s new free jazz book here for Vol. 1 Brooklyn.

michaeltfournier 2018-04-23 18:41:45 GMT >>
"The Female Persuasion"

My review of Meg Wolitzer’s new novel is up on The Collapsar.

michaeltfournier 2018-04-01 17:57:33 GMT >>
Dead Trend: "Computers for Seniors" EP

Dead Trend’s third release is available now.

michaeltfournier 2018-03-21 00:45:32 GMT >>
Razorcake podcast #14

With new stuff by Messthetics, Screaming Females, ExMaid, Secretary Legs and more! Click here.

michaeltfournier 2018-03-19 23:54:46 GMT >>
"Double Nickels On The Dime" podcast

I talk to those hosers at You Don’t Know Mojack about “Double Nickles” here. Dig it!

michaeltfournier 2018-03-12 18:34:12 GMT >>
"Your Phone"

New flash fiction up today on Gimmick Press. Dig it!

michaeltfournier 2018-02-13 19:43:33 GMT >>
On the B-52's

I wrote on their debut album for The RS 500.

michaeltfournier 2017-12-06 20:15:33 GMT >>
Weird Al and Razorcake

I wrote about Weird Al’s ‘Polkas on 45’ for Memoir Mixtapes.

Also, my eleventh podcast for Razorcake is up now.

michaeltfournier 2017-11-09 20:04:44 GMT >>
New Dead Trend single: "Age of Consent 2017"

To commemorate the first anniversary of you-know-what, Dead Trend has recorded a cover of New Order’s “Age of Consent.” Check it out here: https://deadtrend.bandcamp.com/track/age-of-consent-2017

brdibkd 2016-11-06 23:32:26 GMT >>
Pain au Levain

150g poolish
340g KA AP
45g rye flour
225g water

30min autolayse

8g salt
¼ tsp instant yeast

2 hour fermentation

Formed baguette

2 hour fermentation

49min at 425*F (first 15min steam)

brdibkd 2016-11-06 23:21:09 GMT >>

Pain au Levain

brdibkd 2016-10-09 15:37:33 GMT >>

200g poolish
400g KA AP
200g HM Rye
200g Water

30min autolayse

15g salt Knead by flap and fold. 2hr rise

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champagnewehad 2015-06-20 23:30:25 GMT >>

9th Anniversary

champagnewehad 2015-05-18 19:11:58 GMT >>

1st Anniversary

brdibkd 2015-05-18 03:47:31 GMT >>

Adapted from http://www.breadcetera.com/?p=71

300g poolish

200g KA Rye

550g KAAP

450g Water

15g Salt

2 tsp instant yeast


Add salt and yeast, knead by flap-and-fold

Let rise

Split into two

Let rise

Make boulets

Let rise

Bake @ 425*F 40min (15min steam)

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champagnewehad 2014-06-27 14:38:53 GMT >>

7th Anniversary

champagnewehad 2014-06-27 14:37:19 GMT >>

8th Anniversary.

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